Hi lovelies! I'm Backkkkk
just kidding that was totally creepy ,but I am back for good now! This hot mess has officially got her crazy life in order. so I was gone for a little while because I was working through some pretty serious stuff but I'm back and better than ever baby. As you can probably tell from the title of this blog post I'm moving out! here's the thing though I'm only moving out for seven months! I applied for an internship at Walt Disney World under the Disney College Program, essentially this means that I will be working in Disney world while taking online classes on the weekends so I don't fail out of school , I got the job of Full service food and beverage which is essentially a glorified hosting job but its in Disney world so I'm fairly pumped. I don't think I've ever needed anything more than this seven months of independence and freedom. Ill be living in an apartment with my five other roommates and I cant wait. If you're wondering what made me decide to make this jump into moving states away that I can tell you. My ex boyfriend came back into my life and things just started going crazy from there. I will always love my ex nothing he does or says will make me change my mind about that as much as I would love to hate him I cant. So We went through the typical crazy fights and equally crazy declarations of love before I realized I could do it anymore. I needed a way out away from everyone and everything. My sister recommended the program and here I am packing my bags to leave in January. it's going to be really hard to get over my ex but the distance will help loads. As for my family I'll miss them like crazy but se of the appearance of my ex I've been awful to them just angry and bitter. They understand that I have to do this but that doesn't mean there supportive. They worry about my grades and are basically counting on me not finishing the program and coming home early. Now my lovely followers that's not going to happen. This birdy needs her wings. So that's all for today I love you all and don't forget to smile.
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